Supposed to be relaxed.

After two days of examination, erm.. avoid asking me how was it, I know it won't be very satisfy that What-I -Wrote.. ggrr! ~ Anothing thing happened that made me quite dulan on it. It is really Dulan. avoid saying it lar, people will think that I very not kind enough and small-gas kind. But, It is still have to take concern on this, and I do believe that this might happen to many people out there, this might be a lesson.

The first day exam, yer.. Very headache, and, after it, I think my hand lost control and shaking while all the time when my papa drove me home. It was sooooo painful.. I would like to demand and prefer to have aural test lor.. Not enough time, and rushing to write, might cause my hand and fingers swolen. TNS . Why everytime's exam also makes my hand so suffer, I gonna consider an insurance package on it..

And I felt and it smell so smelly on that day when I was sitting on my exam desk. TNS. Who organised the seats. ??!! It was so smelly lor.. wanna know why?? The incident was like this..>

Then you know why lar??... I was surrounded by shits around me.. Don't you smell it too? ggrrr!!

Have had the presentation... foo... Relax... Yet get to work....

I really did spend my holiday with meaningfull jobs.. Like Sleeping, Eating and onlining.. Great right? and a very active forumer..

I have no point why+how come they arrive such quick to set it up. The buffet dinner would be on last Saturday, and thEy came on Wednesday. Does it very annoying and inconvenience.. ?

Things to do:

• open account


• transfer from Public Bank


• Call someone


• buy Formal dress


• Work on letters


• Work on brochures..
  

one week=one blink

just aware that is sooo fast. Still remember that I'd got a lists of plan what to do in my previous post. Nah.. I'd completed everything. I think more than that ler.. keke

To prove that I really worked on it. Yes, i really did.

I did not list it out I think, I wanted to change the bed sheet. The pink really looks boring and old, somemore the Hello Kitty doesn't smile at me anymore, just change it..

Tada** Orange.. gy

Messy mess Messy mess... headache

Tada.. Tidied up!!

Messy with books.... hehe.. and last week shoping bags... kekeke~

Jeng Jeng Jeng Jeng *************** Notes on top

Complete a puzzle in two days..

Still remember that I gonna shower this Os--Car..

Jeng Jeng *** after trimming his hair, Look more handsome?

I change this.. changing...


Changeg , jeng jeng ** Looks more classy than the white colour dining table cloth (look so ah-ma)

Blink , Blink.. Anyway, it smells apple..

I attended an interview to Yeos yesterday. and It was... Grr..

Nothing special but just an interview. The benefit is quite really benficial that they offered. Of course ler.. you think its an ABC sdn bhd mie? It is much much more better than the RM400 per month, 8 am to 8 pm without increment and commissions. Better and really better. I can assume it is boring, and yet, sleepy. It is kind of data entry job, they sure can't expect me to be more skillfull than that. I just have to do filing, yes, they mentioned what should I do, and those high level staff as no time on organising and that's y temporary is needed. That Victor Sam really freaking me out, he hired on spot, but I m not. Really sense it that I .. haizz.. sui jor.. ~~

That's make a point. It doesn't mean that an internship will always a truth. Sometimes, i just don't believe of internships too. Yea, they will really do emphasize that their fix rate will be RM500 something, and they expect us to do a lot of work, and keep on emphasizing that they actually offer us some training and we will learn something on it. tat's y another half salary will act to pay their "training fees" lar..

However, you think they will so good ah? Unless it is your father's big company lor..

One of my friend did told me that, that time he was enrolled internship before, and he did very exciting on it, as he treated it an advantage to learn something.

The truth was not his expectation. He suffered stapling, scanning and photostating almost for month of internship. Is that called industrial training? Not even helping the supervisors in entering datas, not even typing out a single letter? may be not even touch the computers. Serving tea, bodeking and establish relationship and play politics. Is that still called internship?

Found that many companies are very used to hire INTERNSHIP. and therefore, normally students will get attracted to this term, and also lecturers are all mentioning about it. Because of this, those really stupid fool company will hire INTERNSHIP to work their no-people-willing-work-tasks like serve tea and photostating with low pay. TNS.

And that's why I don't think the REAL internship should deserve such low rates. You really think I work free for you ah? I oso want to eat rice OK. Whatever, this kind of internship salary rate is also brought by the students. You know ler, some students they are really rich enough, and they really thought they can learn something from it and thus will say "neimind lar, I don't mind money one, I can work for you... "

Yes, this stupid kind of feller really HOI YAN JING, and tat's why poor people like me got affected. "Oi ! if you think your father can spoon feed you and you really can work without wages jus go far far to work for your father lar, you can be very senang , but not me leh, I hav to survive myself leh, I have to find money eat rice one leh.. "

Anyway.....................

I watched finished.... tHIs... wahahahaha.. congrate me.. congrate me!

It really funny that it has two endings. Quite funny. Funny. I still prefer he died lar.. But really pity BT that he died too. Oops, i think i should feel pity on Gong Kiu. But I still love Long Leg Crab. wAHaha..

Watching this... it is quite boring to be honest, and quite despising. I really don't think women should be like that. But, some society thinks as women, we should be like women, and act what women do, and always believe that women lifes are always get-married-to-rich-husbands. Why women themselves cannot be rich meh, must depend on men mie?

Whatever lar, that ancient time was still uncivilised. Forgive their thought and thinking, but, sure have to act wise in todays world.

this is great too.... waha.. But, of course I still love CSI. Compare this with CSI, I don't think there will be a gap to compare both ..

I really crazy to these TVBs, and admit that I already watched a lot. And, some of those TVB classic, I still re-watched it. I really have no idea how Hong Kong produce films and series, Don't they have any objectives on that.. Keep on producing producing, and almost every film and drama using the same actor and actress. They almost appear in every HK produce film. Just imagine that Charmaine Shie morning goes for film A and evening goes for film B. Do they

really face lacking of actor and actresses? mie. Then they should consider me.. wahahahahha!

To Joe Eu, be passion in watching TVB, you still have a lot of dramas to go... kekeke~

today's want-to-do

A very good morning. Honest, I still havent' brush my teeth.. wakakaka

Just felt like sleep a lot from yesterday on wards..

Anyway, They call on me yesterday.. Whether to go Yeo hiap Sing.. ?? Don't ask me further. I am thinking, and yet, think till the interview day and see how's it.

I gonna do a lot of things today.. I don't wanna waste time. My messy desk always make me moody to study for the exam. arrggghh!! Must tidy up..

• take bath+shower with a brand new floavour kind of fragrant shower gel
• change me a new golden fabric for my piano.
• tidy my desk, prepare notes on top
• call someone let them noe whether i gonna work
• iron clothes
• boild the porridge dono for how many days, check whether it is still safe to consume
• clean the toilet. Today rosemary flavour or rose buds flavour? may be put the jasmine one.
• pom pom Oscar, and cut off his stupid ugly long hair.
• organise my closet.
• study study study..
• clean my dusty computer table, wardrobe++++++
• sweep sweep sweep..
• quarell with my brother..
• alter my blog. update. make it more attractive... **
• download songs
• watch 27 dress..
• eat and sleep
• tomorrow might go for a ride on rapid kl. see whether i am brilliant enough to get to the place.

yES tat's it! ^^

Still wanting to celebrate Chinese New Year.~

After the funeral of my grandma, planning to celebrate (how to) this chinese new year. I am not allowed to visit any houses within these 3 months. Haiizz~ I thought to buy more dresses and shoes in this season, to act welcoming the new year. Haiizz~ No use for that.

The most luckiest is still my mom, she not need to give angpau and presents out. She saves a lot of money for this, and i lost a lot of ang pau money because of this. (My father side consider a lot of relatives too.. ) Nah, just download more more movies for this holiday, shake my legs and watch finish it.

Yester-two-days just got the new time table.. Haiizz~ Have to back to school again. Still very dam-sam my exam results, cause I really feel jia-lat for all those subject. I had lost my inspiration in answering it. Prepare for the bad, feel lucky if it passed. Waahaahaa~

The finance and market subject's lecturer is still blank and filled "TBA". wHAT LAR?? Hope not those stupid lecturer gonna teach us in this module, I'll die because of it. Still no lecturer for that module? Sounds very stupid...

Raining now, and nowadays.. And till the new year day will be very Sunny+Hotty. What did I buy for my new year? Yeah, after ther operation, I am quite lucky, cause my mom keep on buying cloths for me if I wanted. Wahahaha, she scared I laugai.. Of course, I also spend my own (long-save) pocket money since long long time ago for my new year expenses. I very caution in spending money one Ok. Somemore, I won't spend like few hundreds to buy clothes everyear. The most minimum amount spent was jus RM20 for entire new year shirts.

See what I bought?

These two dresses was paid by my mom. One piece= RM 45.00 only. If you go to the boutiqe (high-class) especially in Amcorp Mall, Little black book, pyramid or even Mid-valley, the cost will be around RM100-150 per piece. RM 45 is damn cheap, somemore it is new stock. So, consumers should be very wise in buying, sometimes it doesn't mean cheap means no good and expensive will show you are high class people. My shoes bought in hot-market for RM15.00 can last 2 years. It is only how you treate you things carefully.

These 3 pieces I paid myself, one piece cost RM12.00. There are lelonged infront of HongKong express, and before 3 months, there are hanged inside and one piece of this stupid T-Shirt cost RM30 something. O.OWhat lar????!!! After 3 months it becomes RM12.00, I want 3 of them.. Wahahaha.. (Warn: HK express are not cheap for certain T-shirts and dresses, so, please buy wisely)

Both are paid by my mom, and together cost RM30.00. It is not cheap nor expensive. it will be OK lar.. they are from pasar malam.

I love the LOVE shape fake diamond..kaka

these are all traditional costume.. Purposely bought it for Chinese New Year...year-by-year..

A wedding+ A funeral

Yesterday supposed to be acted happy because I going to eat a lot in a wedding dinner. I hd taken out my dress that I gonna dress up at night, hehe... I look slimmer and confident to wear that new buy dress (I purposely went to buy dress because of that dinner ok..)

Bad News when my father got home and say.. "eh, your grandma passed away already".. My dad samo phone my mom.. "Tonight we still go wedding dinner or not har?".. =.="" Of course the funeral lar, who still want to go to that wedding dinner..

Quite mad with it actually, staring at my new bought dress and tonight have to go funeral instead of a wedding dinner. haaaiiiiiyyyyyeeeerrrr~~~

No choice, still have to go to the funeral to respect the dead. but what my mind will be "Am Dam". Nah, that doesn't that I am not feeling sadness that my grandma passed away, first of all, she already 90+ no sickness. I don't think that a people live untill they can't move, they don't even care to live, and even they want to die, will still survive in this world. I think they are intend to leave this world if they wanted to. Furthermore, this is the end of the chinese year, she chose to leave in this end, sure she got her reason...

It is unlike my waipo (mother side grandma) that the she chose to live after new year sharp after 15th of the first month. And she got her reason too, that she wanted to leave after the new year.

There is no reason for me to be sad, she is too old to live.

Another stupid phone call.. for a job interview..

Yesterday another missed call that I knew it is from a music centre. It is from puchong band puteri. First time she called me, " Excuse me Miss Leo, would you like to come for an interview by tomorrow??"

me,"oh, may I know where is the music centre from? Cause you didn't mention it on the website..?"

she," oh, we are from bandar puteri puchong, can you come by tomorrow?

me, "at this moment I am not sure that I can come."

she, "You have to let me know by now, cause I have to call another person for the interview not only you.."

me,"then nevermind, just consider I reject it.."

Damn, she just spoke in a very damn lanci voice, and I can imagine how lanci is her face was acting, where I do not know is she the boss or only just a clerk.. Call lar call lar, call others lar. And at that moment, I really fade up and don't bother it, even I wanna find another music centre, I think there are a lot more in Bandar puteri puchong, Not only you ok~

One week later....

she called me yesterday, but I missed it. Then she did not give up by contacting me by SMSing me. she din type anything clearly but jus " Would you like to come for an interview by tomorrow for teaching on saturday (only on Saturday) and we offer good package for you.."

har??? What offer good package?? I didn't hear any music centre will offer any good package in teaching but I just hear it for students learning it????...

I just ignore, "Sorry, I'm not free on tomorrow that I am only free on Monday onwards.. and where is the place and who speaking??"

She replied, "I am from bandar puteri puchong... where u stay??"

Me (oh, you are the one that day you called me), "Sorry, I can make it to puteri puchong.. bla bla bla.."

I already hating this people by hearing that day she spoke with that lan-c voice, jus ignore her..

She did not give up by busying sms-ing me, that she can provide transport for me, I only have to teach on Saturday, samo offer don't know what good package, bla bla bla bla, and if I can't make it for an interview, you can call and make another appointment one. .. bla bla bla bla..

Very shitty this kind of principal that you already rejected me early, Am I god damn stupid for waiting for your calls, sure I gonna search for another new music centre and try my chance for it, who damn stupid only apply to you ONE centre, sure I gonna spread my certs out.

Somemore, that you only need me teach on Saturday, Then, how many students you give me then..? If you jus need me teach only on Saturday, I am sure lured to search for another part-time in another centre then, would you allow me to do that so?

Anyhow, I think I should try to go for and interview and see what she says... If yes, then yes, if no then No..

aaarrrggghhh~~ Have to decide it first, somemore I already not impressed with her lan-c lan-c attitude, meet this kind of person have to be more lan-c than her..

What come to my mind is, there is sure no one willing to work for her, then she only act so damn annoy to keep on calling me, somemore can provide transport.. Got such good job or not??~~!!

confusing. complicating. deciding. can't sleep...piano teaching freak.

today I jus went to an interview in Endah Parade. After the whole travel+vomit+faint in my papa's van. I reached there by very fortunate-finding-a-car park. It feels very weird that I went there with my father but not my mom. We used to shop very carzy with my mom and we are very KNOW-HOW the place is.. It is jus like our second home.. =P.

On the way to the centre.. suddenly the girl call me.. "Our principal need you bring 3 songs and play for her.." O.O i came out liao, how I gonna bring it?

seeing the principal.. She jus gave me a lecture in teaching in her centre, with all the regulations that employees have to fulfill and what a teacher should do. After it, she told me that she hires me if I able to fulfill all regulations. She tests my passion in teaching by giving me a class on Monday. If I can go, I can't stop by that. If I can't go, just bye bye.

Actually I also very pity those centre's principals, our teachers just have to teach.

First first, she is not intend and not impressed with my certs that i got. Yala, my grade oni got 5 and 8.. So?SO!! How ! Just tell me I'm in or out lar..!

Ok, the thing is not the qualification that the person has. I hope many employers do consider other facts too. Sometimes it might be very hard and difficult to find a music teacher, that not anyone can play with the skills. Sometimes it will be very easy that you are really into this field. It depends on the centre that famous or not.

the thing is.. The Rules..That really freakin me out. I can't change my time table simply but have to follow what the students do. It is 100% unlike my piano teacher. That she likes to change it from Monday to Sunday, but I jus plainly pity her that time she was just a student. =.=""



She even test my passion on Monday, by just teaching one student in a month. Consider averagely that you have 2-4 students in 2 months. Maybe you just get around RM100 per month. OMG how to survive with that?? but consider secondly the time, maybe you just have to teach for 2 hours in a day. Yeah. It is worth.. However, the regulations restrict me by not participate in any other centres besides working for them. Will it worth anyway?

Now, my strategy will be the long-run or the short-term. I do believe that I can make money in long-run. But in short-run maybe I just can get that RM30 per month. But I can't say that in future 3 months.

Other than that, I just have to look for another centre. Maybe it is only 2 students for me to teach, but if there is no-strict-rules to tie me up. Maybe I can be more freedom to teach happily, and maybe that will be my motivation too. But the job does not appear to me that kind of fast.



so there are two choices. I have to teach one year in commitment by follow all the rules such as wearing formal to classes, cannot change time simply, cannot participate in any company besides that. The rules will mess me up, in addition, I really do not know what my final year will going on. I know the rules stated is to build an image for the school, and to be honest, the school is quite famous to me, and the principal now considering hiring me, I have to curi-ketawa by the time..

Secondly will be, I go for another centre to give another try, I think I can able to find a very lease-lease-no-rules centre, at the same time that I can take care of my final freakin year. But it might be taking long time for me to search for it.. And it won't be a better location anyway. And I am now thinking of a new environment instead of the tied-up rules.

and there are pros cons in it. I can just teach in a lauyar centre but I got no rules with it that I can teach happily and have my freedom to study my final year. OR, i am now having a chance to teach in a famous school but I might be lose my freedom and I have to be commited.

Furthermore, the rate and commision for my income are all the same. And I have to correct that what other people told me that teaching piano can be a millionare.. "SIAPA TU?? WHO SAYS TEACHING PIANO CAN EARN MANY MUCHY MONEY ONE??""

at this moment, what I interested in is performing compare to teaching where I just need to get a licsence. I teach because of my mom was so annoying that forcing me to find a centre to teach teach teach and with that I can release some burden to my father. I have to correct it that "you think with that I can earn many money meh?>!" i not even effort to pay LRT and prepaid lar.!


Further consideration, discussion with my parents is needed.. to work.. or not to work"""

This is the time~ =P

foo~woo~

I have travelled to Endah Parade and Kuchai Lama to look for a new job. Hope good news will come. And I think I can handle 2 locations indeed. =P bleh. Wish me luck. I think I can have the jobs after the Chinese New Year, comes very soon........Looking for a job is not that easy, it is very unlike sales and promoters that I used to look for... Damn green in this field..

This is what my parents brought me when they travelled to China. I demanded for a "er-hu". That's what I want to learn as a chinese musical instrument.. And they brought me back this thing.. "hu-lu-si".. =.=""""~

My dad even told me .. "Er-hu is not worth to buy one, then I think I buy you this lar.. This very good one you know, I heard they play it is better than er-hu lor.."

What I asked for is "er-hu" OK! If you can't find any er-hu then better don't buy anything else lar..~ And samo forced me to play this for you. It is actually a "C" hu-lusi.. and the octaves are limited.. and it is only can play in one octave. It is very simple to play but it is quite similar to saxaphone..

Now, it is jus a decoration to my home.

After a long break, I think I gonna tidy up my closet. I turn my cupboard down and these are all my pants... and 70% of them not fit anymore after the operation. And 50% of them have sent for cutting and rest of them will be to other's generation. And what will suit me most currently will be all those mini-mini skirts... waha~

This is a chocolate... cute face-bee chocolate.. And.. it just tastes like chocolate..

What my favourite~ yummy. It is not tasted like normal chocolate, instead of the taste of tiramisu.. I like it because it tastes salty.. =P

Favourite..~

Finding jus a music teacher job ain't easy

It is damn difficult than what I think. But I really want a job. Barriers over round me. I know I just only have a 5th and 8th. But I really do interest in teaching. I tought students too, consider as experience. Give me a job, I jus want a job.

Besides after finished the entire studies, at this moment without enough fees for my diploma. I just want a related job in order, my piano playing will not end at this moment. At the same time of teaching, at least I can still continue to play with the students based on my own experience on playing classical to pop songs, concerto to sonatina to jazz.. and how to handle examinations.

That's how fun it will be..

of course, there is no free lunch, i need pay...

first call..> Actually, our centre need a Diploma's teacher. (How come? a not very famous centre also need a diploma????)

second call..> Oh, we can't answer you wor, you hav to come here yourself to fill the form first, and wait for the reply.. "thank you, bye bye"

Third call...> My principal say hor, you photostate your IC and cert hor.. then come here fill form.. "Ok ler, I'll come during weekends"

Fourth call..> Oh. we don't need any teachers now wor, leave your contact we will call you if we need teachers.."OK"

Really demotivating me to continue my call.. Flip through the entire yellow pages also no use.. (Oops.. yar.. hehe.. I use yellow pages to find music centres.. hehe..am I too brilliant??)

Obviously, all of the calls FAILED! I still have to wait wait wait for a right time to deal with this job.

Looking for a promoter job and part time sales is dmn easy (I can just walk by shops in midvalley and pyramid and i can get one.. erm.. maybe not only one..)

I just have to use one hour to call by looking at the newspaper I can get one..

But looking for a piano teacher job..you have to wait wait wait.. for their reply.. !!!!! If they no reply within three days. Means the job DIEs! still looking it.. sigh~

it really has to depend on luck.. Wish me luck in this beginning of new year. I really hope I can get one... By tomorrow....~~~

My Cert "ROSAK".. cry~~

i got my abrsm 8th grade cert yesterday. U think its happy thingy huh~ Really happy that i saw myself pass for it.. ^^..

My parents went for holiday, abd left me alone in this dimension house.. why?? "oi~ Take care your both sister brother har.. (lily a mini pinch and oscar a shizu)WTF and flower and plants at house... !!! anyway that heavy loading assignmenting fucking task made me no-mood-for holiday too..

they both went holiday for one week. Where am I supposed to go then??.. My aunt's house lar.. and yesterday, I reached home around 11.00pm.. First thing is to look into my mailbox.> Yeeeeessh.. all wet (because of rainy day), and all are my mom's credit card's letter.. Mumbling myself.. "where is my cert har, supposed to get it in these few days, really no tension waiting for it.. "

then i ignore..

when i got my mop to mopin' floor.. I was.. " yee.. why the gate there got one chocolate envelop one..." OH SHIT!!!! MY PIANO CERT!! RAIN!! WET!! DIE...

Yes, that stupid postman din put it into my mailbox, he jus put and BEND my cert at the gate.. fuckin stupid postman.. It wet.. no eyes see..

both my cert and result paper kena water, and the colour has changed from white to chocolate (the envelop colour)... and it looks like salten vege after i dried it with my hair dryer.. Really fuckin stupid to see all my grades cert so nice-kept, and sudeni one vege salten paper cert samo.. GRADE 8...

really die..

have to liminate it to make it more nicer TO SEE..

have to depend on that salten vege part brown and white colour(mix) CERT to look for a job.. Yer!!!!!~~~~~~ am i still suposed to be happy with my grade 8 huh??

no picture yet for it.. why? My mom took my camera for vacation lar...

I am not stop blog GING...

really meaningless day to-day. Spent for entire whole day attending for boring classesFirst of all, sleeping, secondly, popeking. Till now, i'm still clueless for my ALL assignments. Niaseng, the most make-ing-us-frustrate, of course the class..politicking. Especially the OCPD.. really dono y yeefong got this name from. Anyway, maybe it is referring to..> SHIT~

First of all, if you notice or aware that your friend or friends (used to), started to ignore you and paranoid. Would you still pretend nothing happened and keep on laughing all the day? Yeah, there wil be such kind of human being now in the world. Like.. I no friend you anymore by dowan to go together with you and that shit will like, I AM STILL YOUR BEST FRIEND.. =P

Are you can be more sensitive of that? Yes, we are more to low-text culture and not straight forward, you can'y see my face expression mia kah? Be more sensitive lar.. Bodoh~~ I got face let you see one.. "I DOWAN FREN WITH YOU.. BLAH..SHIT~~"..

nExt thing today, I know we no need to sit for the exam for CRM. And that kind of group thing is really stupid. Research? We can do individually lar, and then at house we got computer, we can research ourself, no need to divide groups, and each group got their own chance to start to talk and gossip.

Ok lar.. it is really common in Malaysia's school I think. If you and your gang decided to form a group to have a like.. "Study Group", would you really think all of them will only STUDY?? I think erm.. Gossip group or shopping, movie fashion group is more suitable instead of "study group". Yup, we had divided each of us and started to like... Very tension on our research career... Waha.. I don't think this will gona work lor...

Another thing... Ok lar... I sorry that I never update my blog long time. I promising you guys that I will spend some time on the tAg meme... kekekeke...

gotta rush to the bus...
no time. bye...~

What is misunderstanding huh?

I know (again), I have been long decade no-update-blog. Yeah, I'm quite busy and moody towards blogging since my college life started again. Erm.. let me count ya.. I got 3 assignments.. ABE have one individual and one collective, Career Management divided into 4 parts but without any exams, TKM have one assignment, still don't know it is all group or individual together, and the question is still somewhere else not reaching into our hand.


Have to read 2 quite thick books, one is all about 1900s chinese story, and another one is for career management. And I am now, while studying for my tomorrow's TKM quiz, I'm not gonna ruin that quiz up, no choice.. Just study lar.. =.=""


And I really am sure that my visitors dropping and dropping accelerately.. And I am super appreciate you guys lefting me some "middle-spring" festival wishes in my chat-box, THANK YOU THE YOU VERY THE MUCH.. LOVE YOU ALL.. MUAK~~I really thouched by those wishes, and I apologize not viewing and lefting such messages in you guys' blog.. I am thank you..muak again.. *ppfftt..


Today have 2 classes, and I finished my last class and left around 4.30 pm. As usual, last time, I gonna hop to yeefong's car, and let her dropping me in LRT station, and DongXia will be at her house.. These days she less-drives car now, she will hop into her boy-boy car and let her boy-boy drives her home .. *so sweet. As usual too, I will ask "afterward you got pass-by LRT station not?" If yes, "can you drop me in that junction?" If no, "sad..."

However, she already drives us for so long time, since the day she drives to college. It is not so good everytime ask her to drive me to that junction, and everytime we gonna go for lunch. I think she is now quite relax, that her boy-boy able to carry her.. Anyway, thank you for driving us here and there... =P

But, I really don't wanna suffer taking that bus and squizing with students.. And that vibration of that lauyar bus, and If I miss the bus, have to wait for another half an hour. I just wish there will always be kind people that keen enough to drop me in that junction sometimes. If not, my father will suddenly phone me during I standing like a sandwich inside LRT, and I gonna gorek my bag to search for my phone to answer, and my father will always..

"OI! YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO ANSWER PHONE ONE MEH, EVERYTIME CALL YOU ALSO LIKE THAT, NEXT TIME I DON'T FETCH YOU LIAO." or "WHY SO LATE ONE? I THOUGHT YOUR CLASS FINISH 4.30, SO LATE ONE MEH?? STILL GOT HOW (MANY) MINUTES"

aHA.. you thought I am purposely not answer your phone is it?You never think that I am standing so suffer like hell, and all passengers wanna hurry back to buka puasa, and I am carrying so much stuffs and my bottle, how I gonna gorek my phone? Gorek oso need time one lar..

You think I purposely late is it? If I miss the bus, I have to wait another half an hour you know? You think that bus and LRT i drive one ah? you know usually my kind friend drop me at LRT station one if I miss the bus one you know? You see, my friend oso can drop me by that station, why can't you wait? Then you come to my school and get me lar..

Today...

Yeefong doesn't drive, and she doesn't pass by the Station. *sob sob.. So sad..

Therefore, to avoid rushing for bus and squizing in that bus, and I think if I tumpang friend's car gonna be faster reaching the station. =) I busying looking for friends who can able to drop me.. keke

Waha... I found one. A guy friend able to drop me at station.

And he waited outside the guard's gate door, cause I gonna go to the loo. After around 3 minutes. I rushed there to avoid let-people-wait-so-long, no good lar..

then He came out.. "Actually, I not wanted to drop you.."

I was.. WHAT??"" and I asked, "Are you serious? Why?"

He goes, "I don't want other people misunderstood about it" (ok, even idiot knows what does it means)

I continued, "What? Last time you told me that what other people think, is their choice. Are you really serious that you not gonna pick me up? (cause I think I still can run to the bus)"

He continued, "No lar, I can drop you one..."

I saw some of his friends lepaking at the road side and sucking those killing cigarattes. Norwonder, he said, this will lead to a misunderstanding, he doesn't want to let his friend to see he was taking me to that junction LRT station.

I am quite not happy with that, and I keep muttering myself, No next time, not gonna ask him anymore. And really angry with that...

After I opened the door, the door automatically opened widely, and hit-a-bit the flower pot next to it. And I still quite sad of "actually, I not wanted to drop you", and I did not notice of that door.

He goes, "you yourself drop out nevermind, don't let my door drops out.." (I quite not sure it is a joke?) But what inside my mind was still "Actually, I not wanted to drop you, I scared people misunderstood it".

At this point, I am not forcing you with gun at your head and "You drive me and stop at that junction, if not, I'll shoot." Why can't you just tell me, you are not willing to drive me to that junction? Or, if you are not straightforward, just find another kind of excuse like ''you not gonna pass-by LRT station"... very hard meh..

After promising, "I can drop you there", and finally say, "I actually think not gonna drop you".. And giving such stupid reason. And I was continuesly asking, "Are you sure you not gonna get me??" and he somemore went like... "Can ler, ok ler.." that kind of unsure. I was like so stupid to sit on a person's car that actually that person not willing to drop me in LRT station. And kind of feel so sorry to that person, like I owe him, once. Next time, I got car, have to pay-back by driving him to the place that he wanted.

What should I say? ..

I am so sorry on your inconvenience, to let you purposely drop me in that junction. Ok, and I admit that I am too emo and ego, small-gas kind of human being, take everything into serious. Let you have to wait for 3 minutes in that guard house, because I gonna spend that 3 minutes in that toilet. Sorry that let you feel malu infront of your friends, and cause misunderstanding to others. I am so sorry that hit your car door to that flower pot, if need any compensation? I will take fully responsibility.

And I am so sorry to put those un-collected notes in your car. I will take those remain notes by myself. And I know that you are kind of unwilling to do such things. Because I just plain stupid that thought everyone is kind enough to help each other by no harm done. I will take my own responsible..

And mostly, to avoid such misunderstanding, I will not talk to you, either, sms-ing, e-mailing, Msn-ing. Just cut all the connections to avoid misunderstanding...

Misunderstanding? Any guys reading my blog now? Just beware, cause reading my blog also will cause misunderstanding? Leaving messages in my chat-box? comment box? I think according to what my friend told me, this kind of behaviour also will cause misunderstandings, don't let your girlfriends know is better..

Anyhow, when I gonna talk (only talk) to a guy, either he is taken or still available, also kind of misunderstanding, so better don't talk to any guys, and guys don't talk to girls, if not? Misunderstanding.. *again..

So, to avoid let-people misunderstanding...better don't talk to each other ...

Can't people be more civilised? It sounds so stupid in this case...

Today I very Happy leh...

Wahahahahahahaha!!!~~ Muahahahahahahaha~~~

I today very the many the super the extra happy leh..

Not as what you think ler.. I am not lucky enough to kena a jackpot or lottery something...

I have passed my GRADE 8 !!!!!!!!

wahahahahahahahaha~~ muahahahahahaha

wahahahahahahahaha~~ muahahahahahaha

Free liao ... kekeke.. super happy...

Now I got my Grade 5 theory and Grade 8 practical piano. Planning to teach.. kekeke ~~ after graduate degree, planning to take Dip In Teaching then.. but still wondering what school wanna take leh...

Who ?? Siapa?? Bin-go want to learn piano one??? Come Come I teach you.. I teach you until you can play with your leg mia... (kidding lar)

wahahahahahahaha~~

I am happy that I am available in the market now, but, still afraid to face it. I heard there are many music schools now, refer to Diploma level if you wanted to be a teacher. They are not require only Grade 8... Anymore.... *sigh... *cham...

Test~~ Test (chinese version)

3日令你鍾意既人愛上你可以讓你心愛的人在三天內愛上你的一篇符咒信不信由你-----(古老的符咒---令人愛上你..)信不信由你-----(古老的符咒---令人愛上你..)

一個小測驗，很靈的***一個小測驗，很靈的***一個小測驗，很靈的***真的很靈的真的真的很靈的真的真的真的很靈的我沒有騙人一道一道題目地做，別跳著讀：　　　　

1)寫下一個異性的名字　　
2)你最喜歡的顏色是紅色，黑色，藍色，綠色，還是黃色？　　
3)你英文名字的第一個字母？　　
4)你的生日是幾月？　　
5)黑色和白色，你更喜歡哪個？　　
6)寫下一個同性的名字　　
7) 你最喜歡的數位？　　
8)你喜歡美國的加利福尼亞州(California) 還是福羅裏達州(Florida)？　　
9)你最喜歡湖還是海洋？　　
10)許個願望(一個實際的願望)

答案

1)你深深的愛著這個人　　
2)如果你選擇：　　紅色：你是很警戒的人，你的一生中充滿了愛　　
黑色：你很保守，但很自負　　
綠色：你的靈魂很散懶，而且你是個比較放鬆的人　　
藍色：你是個八爪魚，同時愛很多人，而且你喜歡你的愛人的吻和愛　　
黃色：你是個快樂人，而且你給失落的人很好的建議　　

3)如果你的你英文名字的第一個字母是：
　　
A-K 你有的一生中會很多愛和友情　　
L-R 你總是想歡享你的生命，你的愛情生活馬上就要開放　　
S-Z 你喜歡幫助他人，而且你的未來的愛情生活充滿希望　　

4)如果你生在：　　

一月到三月：今年你會很走運，而且你會發現你會以外的愛上一個人　　
四月到六月：你會有個很強的愛情，這段感情不會很長，但那美好的回憶會讓你永生不忘　　
七月到九月：你會有個很快樂的一年且會經歷一個在你一生中好的，很大的改變　　
十月到十二月：你的愛情不會很好，但最終你會找到你一生的伴侶　　

5)如果你選擇了：　　

黑色：你的生命將會改變方向，當時看起來似乎很難，但之後你會覺得這個改變是你一生中最好的東西　　
白色：你有個朋友很信任你，願意為你做任何事情，但你可能不知道這一點　　

6)他是你最好的朋友　　
7)這是你一生中會有的貼心朋友的數目　　

如果你選了：　　加利福尼亞州(California) ：你喜歡冒險　　
福羅裏達州(Florida)：你是個懶散的人　　

9)如果你選了：　　湖：你對你的朋友和愛人很忠誠，且你是個保守的人　　
海洋：你是個八爪魚，同時愛很多人，且你想讓你愛的人快樂　　

10)如果你一個小時內重新在另一個地方發表這個測驗，你的願望會在你的下個生日之前實現

I hade made a harsh wish, therefore, I have to paste it here.. =.="""

All about paktorlogy..

This conversation happened yesterday night. Yup, she is my friend since primary till secondary, and I miss you guys in Shah Alam, and I knew you guys, majority of you all moved to somewhere else like me..So sad~~

I have been this stupid boring days in Bukit Jalil, No money, No car, But at least I still can meet you guys through MSN sometimes.. kekeke.. or Friendster.....bleh..

So, the conversation everytime we started sure will be...

"how's life, how are you?"

"got bf already ah??" ..> =.=""" or " you pak tor liao Or not??"

and yes, nothing much ...... only tha topic...

Yesterday ah lian came to me.. she looks so serious.. - . -

her name really call ah lian lar... @.@!!~




After she asked, I continued "why.....?"

And she off-lined... sigh =.=""

Apa lar....looo yi lian...kekeke

(when you see this, don't angry ah, Ah lian....)

To be a MAN.

Hey guys? gentlement? *cough cough

I think there are getting less and more lesser gentleman in the wolrd, and those gentleman getting extinc.. *hoho....

Anyway, guys ! Do you behave like what a guy will do toimpress cute girls out there. Will you?? it doesn't mean get your hair dyed or get your hair spark like a durian OK. In my own opinion, guys who do all the school assignments and housework such as sweep floor and mop the whole house for me or girls, while I shaking my leg watching TVB, like this..> u (only) to be qualified or considered as a perfect guy (gentleman) to me.. *hoho

And this ''gentleman behaviour'' should be educated to all guys or male out there since very young. Currently, apparently, very hard to find those perfect guy in the world liao! And have to break the "only-women-will-do-work" policy....

Who says women have to do housework and men need not.. ??? MAN must be a MAN lar.. don't expect women do all house stuffs for you guys, we are not machines OK. Lucky got human invent vacumn cleaner.. *lalala

However, what I think will be. During paktor period, guys will do all things for you because what they will always say '' I LOVE YOU''......, if a lady agreed to marry the '' I LOVE YOU'' guy.... please come with a contract that stated ''LOVE YOU AND WORK FOR YOU FOREVER''... *hahahahaha . the contract is better come together with the marry-cert..hehehhe then of course, women won't rugi lar...wahahahahahaha

(gals..don't say I teach one har!!!)

this video is to prove that women status are much more higher than man...hehehe

Sigh .... poor kid..

expensiveEST chocolate.

Sweet chocolate again....

see the price!!

Nowadays, human being getting super and superb rich, and don't know where to spen their money ???!!!!!!!!

Donate little bit to me lar..... *click my advertisements please.. *sob sob..

Who will eat those chocolate. I think the person after eating it, won't spend at least a year to the toilet lor... if not very waste leh..