I am Jammed

I got so long time no blog, just purely because this blog does not make myself having mood on.. erm.. making money. ooi.. Don't view me as so materialistic...... yes I am..

I am damn 9 busy... arrghh~! I got no mood.. no mood...no mood.. and i got so many things to tell.

First of all.. My Parents:

Aiya, they are always the both who make me crazy all time just because of little money. Father is like that, and, my Mom is like that. Who knows that one day, I will got another tumor inside my head and my butt. Just because I am so stressing of their attitudes.

My mom araised this: "You better go and find piano work har, and pay for all the electrical bills and all those junk expenses."

Me: "what??? o.O"

Don't view me that I am so disrespect to my mom and so ignore and annoy her. I don't think I have to work to pay for all the bills at this moment. And, she yelled that she is now poor and economic is bad and it is affecting her daily revenues. Shut Up lor~ She use to spend like a fat rich lady all the while, and lending out so much to her siblings and so care of her siblings. Why not ask her siblings to help her to pay, and ask me pay har?(Ok, seems I am the one who living in this room, no care) ... My brother is too innocent at this point that he does not know anything that is happening among us, rather be innocent lar.

She used to give so big angpau during the wedding ceremony and to show off how ABLE her family can be (I no care lor, she wan to show off to others that her siblings are so well so good).

She used to buy so sparkling gold neckless to her nephew during his wedding just to show off that actually her nephew is ABLE (I really dono he able what..). She used to buy her son and so pampered him and bought him a RM3000++ DELL laptop.

Eh, you got all the ABLE to buy all those things, and, you are now telling me that you are UNABLE to pay for the bills. Honestly, from young till now, you really spent little on me. And I dare admit that my father spent on me more than you, I don't think you can be so poor lor..

Papa work salary is lesser and more lesser than you so much, why he can able to save and you can't. You so like to care and give things to your siblings, why not you show off your pity face infront of them and see how am I and papa torture you ah? and ask them to care you back lar.. One my father is damn stingy, One my Mom is damn the not stingy. How to create a balance.. ??

I can say that whatever happened to both of you I am dare to do whatever things to overcome. No matter what. You want pay bill? I go borrow to pay it. If no money, why not we just starve and eat poridge all the while, why must we spend so much on eating in high-end restaurant. If you poor, just admit that you are poor lar... Why must to show off that you are ABLE meh.

I don't think we need to rely on others and they rely on us. Honest, we are one family and we have our own life, why must we depend on others so much. We no car then no car lar, why must grab others people car to claim and to show off that car is actually yours. We want to go to that destination then we walk with our own ability, not to borrow others leg and claim that is a grant.

I less depend on you both since young, I like to work part-time and I do like money. The problem is :vehicles transport is my problem. If it has a better service of buses and public transports, I would absolutely go work for it. Because, everyone likes money especially during this downing economy. I don't think I am not working to pay bills already proven that I am a bad daughter. I worked for years with same job and same environment, I did the best in work and study, I just trying to do my best for myself and my family. I am not to wreck lor..

You think I am so ABLE. I am now telling you that I am very Unable to pay to you guys. I talked to papa that he wanted me to pay him back all my education fees. Honestly, I can pay, then I pay lar.. If can't...tHEN I not to pay. Since, you raised me till degree level . I admit that I am not satisfy with that. So, I still have lots to save, save for my master, save for my piano, save for my car installment and also planning to buy houses and study overseas and travel. I am too ambitious to create my own life. I just don't wanna starve to pay both of you. That's it. I think this is the best ever. Eh, I no ask u give me money you steal laugh lar. still wan me pay ah.. =P

WITH THIS, I HAVE JAMMED IN MY ASSIGNMENT.. this is not a good Feng Shui at all (as what I am doing my dissertation topic)

SECONDly... A BROKEN HEARTS

Yes, we broke. And I aware that I did not do my best on this. I surrender that I am the failure and loser in this stupid game. Who knows one day that I am the stupid idiot and sooi people who overcome this situation.

And, sometimes you think all the while is good, nothing and having fun. And the one that you are having fun with, used to shoot you infront of your forehead then die. Bad luck was surrounding me that time.

I can feel a bad "Chi" there. Symptoms like, I broke my lovely clinelle mirror sudenly, My hair drops terribly, and nightmares all day and night. That already temper my heat and making a bad Chi internally and externally. Just feel that I deserve back what kind of bad things that I have done all the while, and this is the karma and payback.

But, it happens too soon. And, one shot give you one headache. 人一衰起来.还真的衰到贴地.

I was not a good girlfriend to you. But, you claimed that is your problem and not mine. Honestly, the problem belongs to both of us or even 3,4,5..persons. There is always a relation to create a problem. I no suka suka fun fun to go and create a problem for myself and suffer lor.

You deny to tell yours but only telling you not love me anymore. I am to tell that I really sorry and sorry to be the person who take part in this problem. My problem is, I am too outrange from what others are doing. I love to be alone all the while and refuse to speak all the while and yet not knowing the situation of being together (because I thought together is like that).

I am living in my own world and failed to have long term partner. I am too use my own style and that has created a force in the relationship. You might feel stress and thus this leads to your problem. And the problem arised.

I sad myself, happy myself and take less concerns on others. However, initially, me and you just want to have fun, the results seem not the outcome that we both wanted. Or, there are other factors that influenced the outcome as well.

I admit that I am really timid. I was to find a long-no-see friend to be in a relationship instead of a fresh stranger. As I thought I'll know you well. And that is the point I only dare to be with the person that I know long time and at the same time I had fallen love on you. The result is not I wanted to be, and it comes to an end.

Do things how hard I refuse to give up, no matter what, and I believe a solution that can tie it up. However, will the one that you would like to share your solution with, will able to solve the problem with you together? No, there are different kind of people, and human beings. Different ranges, status and cognitive thinking.

I am sorry that what I did to you. Cause I only felt the love that I long time no experienced it when I was being with you. And I really thought that you felt the way too. From the memories that you smile, hold my hands and happy together was just a lie. I never thought that you are forced to hold my hands and like me, thus make you suffer, I am so sorry. I am so regret and feel dissapointed on myself that I did not aware it.

You treated me a lot all during the moments and make me happy all the while, I thought and really thought. But, what I thought is a NOT. That you telling me that you no love me.. no more..

I realise that nothing will be perfect if you really want it to be. Sometimes, you are getting too confused and you are the one who-self to ruin it up. Perfect imperfect. It is always a balance in life, and no perfect not imperfect. There is only a major or minor.

Learning a lesson in this game proven that I am developing in the sense of caring and loving others. Of course taking caution actions. I love to love. What about others?

No matter, I did a huge mistake on this. I have no guarantee that I might do it again. Because of you, I try my best not to let anyone take in my place anymore. Cause, it really hurts. Crying consumes a lot of energy and it affect my dissertation indirectly. I am not dare to step further out of my own world anymore.

i REALLy got jammed in my work. Hahaha... do you imagine that I only left a little time to finish it. 3 though though assignments?? Can I choose to faint..?? NOW???

>.<

No.. No choice...You have to cheer up no matter how bad luck you are in now.. *sorb sorb


P/S: No matter how hardworking and so given-heart on doing your things. The result might be unexpectable and contingence. You have your responsible to face and to accept whatever come to you. Not to blame others but yourself.

Life in complication

You might not understand. And, you might understand. Do you understand? Does it complicate. Problem solvings are easy to be done, as well, for any inner outer problems.

Who might solve my complication?

Am I think too much?

I admit I am. But, I refuse to say thinking too much is bad. "Think Too Much" sometimes helping a lot to solve my families' problem. Where my dad use to agree with me.

To be Honest. Honestly says, I am happy that I am seeing who am I now. I am happy that I not even cried a single tear when I quarell with my father. I respect him as much that I can, however, you will not always respect whoever that not respect you. I have a very polaristic thinking with my dad. And, I think it is a good thing, it is a fact. Because, plus, I got myself developed.

After working for these entire three months time. I realise what I am studying now has no relation in my future working experience. It is too technical , and, I am too educated. You don't expect a person full of knowledge to work in a technical work, include interpersonally. That is what had happened with my dad.

After studying in college, I started to appreciate, and after working, I started to realise. Appreciate that what I am getting now which absolutely might not get in local universities. I am happy that I have been growing up my mind, thinking you and me, the public and communities.

I realise, getting flying colours, whatever results u got in schools, As, first class, 4.0. SOmetimes it is hardly to be measured, to be judged and allocate. During the secondary schools, I vomit whatever I memorised and got As that lead me to become a partial scholar. But, what I realise, that actually I am not worth to be a scholar. And, the college judges a person ability by looking at the form five results, that what I have vommited out. The skills and ability to vommit out whatever cramp in your brain.

That is what you will working in your future career. Getting flying colours but not applicable. Getting flying colours is a waste if your brain is still remain at six years old. An open-minded person like me, currently, I think those results are all bullshits, your parents comparisons you with others shows them how childish and immature they are.

I am proudly to say, I am lucky that my parents have been giving at least 80% supportation, for me to college, and not local universities. I understood, it costs a lot, but it is worth more than that. If not, I am not brave and dare enough to have such loud voice debate with you all, and I don't even have the chance to influence my family members. If not, I am not even develop my mind, and it remains at six years old.

The most important thing is my own development, eventhough you are claiming that I bad enough to spend your money on it. And do not even expect I will pay back in full terms. And I am proudly to say, I am always my parents' daughter, I am going to be strong, no tears ..

Just bring it on..

A rise of 100%

Woke up quite early today because you did see my lists right? keke..

My watch is stating 1.26 am now, and I am yet blogging at this NOW time. Waha, do't appraise me to being so tension to blog ya. I very hardworking one Ok.. keke

I did go to banks, and firstly is to Public bank in Kuchai Lama to withdraw big amound of RM200.. *sorb sorb. Still left little amount inside. And my next would be the Maybank to open my new account that acquired. I thought that I can done all these by today.. YES! TODAY! the feller came to me and say:" Miss ah! Your IC here is stated in Seri Kembangan, if you want to open account you have to follow to the nearest location.."

me: ""££%$^$%^*&%*^&(^&(^&%^$"

me:" Y other banks don't need? Why last time no need?"

Staff:" er......"

me:"Bandar Kinrara can ah?"

Staff:" er.. Puchong Cannot, because your IC is in Serdang, Serdang has many branches there.. "

me:" =.=" No choice, waste my time only...

No time to waste further..

Straight to our next destination for e-box karaoke and buy in whole LOT of formal clothes.


We both enjoy the happy hours inside the dark cold room. But unaware what is happening outside the heavy rain and stupid taxies are increasing their stupid price caused by the sudden hike of fuel price.

Me and Honey was sooo enjoy.. waha!

this is a superb big wedding cake. It consists of my Breakfast, Lunch and Dinner.. *cough cough, not my wedding k..


A spaghettie from E-box. This is the only choice to save time and price in E-box. It proves it is DARK! .. But it doesn't go into my nose though..



A fever of oil price hike. TNS . still have no idea why the government still so not aware after the election day, Really thought they will act wiser this time. The thing is worse than ever...




A total expenditure after my shopping. Spent total of almost RM200... OMG..

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A rising fuel price already a fact in our community. But what to do, when you met a very moron that suddenly says " eh, tomorrow ah! you should left your house already know! I want to develop your house area" how do you feel then? And actually, the moron too has its own piece of land to develop, there is no point why and how come the moron will still unsatisfy with its own piece of land, and ask the owner to move, to utilise the land.

As similar to the petrol price. There is unclear of messages, very unconvincing and non-logical.

The government says that the increase of petrol price because it is to overcome the burden of government that subsidies. But, as the international oil price is increasing too, the country's oil followed to profit too. It is a sudden hike without any preparation, just like what you teachers tell you: "oi! after this, exam ah! "

this is not a proper way either they are not qualified to decide since the politic situations are not covered.

Think the future rather than increase price and prices. What about the crisis? Food crisis? What if we as too happen like what happened in China? What if.. and many kinds of What if...

Thinking increasing of fuel price is only a way to overcome everything? What about the people? What about the Electric? The followed prices? The CPI ? the rich and the poor? and many many things to be considered? No?

If you have a very convincing statement to prove that you are doing the right thing, and please too prove you are using the right way to do it...

LOU MOU, you are too underestimate me..

I don't think without my involvement, you and your siblings can well gossip about me. And I don't think the culture that you practising can definitely affect me and we the Leo's. I don't think being to be keeping quite you got a chance to talk more. Don't highly expect that you yourself and you siblings are so well in influencing. Not me, Not Voon Hoe, Not papa.

I can do whatever to stand on my side to protect my families, sorry, not yours. I am not a good person to your family. Don't ever think now, that your single words can influence me. I never listen to you, and, because I am educated to being able to control not too-easy-to-get-influence.

Don't ever think you can find such benefits that belongs to Leo's. You think it is jus a lunch or dinner that we can be happy with. You think, you are just borrow few hundreds or one thousand. You think all those are hell money though? Don't ever make money to be so funny. Its not. You just keep spending on your families, but, please be specific. We are not willing as you. We are not willing to share this complication. And, importantly, be realistic.

If papa did not raise this up, I think he is the moron till now still be. If I never talk to him, he thinks I am the one who play fool. Point, lending money to your siblings to do business? Huh? what about black and white statement. I don't think nowadays I should be such truthful to your siblings.

Where is Black and White?

You think it is just few hundred huh? It is the money that papa keep it by working with his blood! He planned to retire with it, or, spending my education and Voon Hoe's education! What about your children??? STUPID MORON MOTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

your two kids no money no car!!! Having full of problems to pay fees and expenditure, problems of having just a lunch! You willing to spend such much money to your brothers' business, keep on investing into it with nothing, giving all your cars to your siblings. Just to show off!!!!!!!!!!!

The worst is lending money without any black and white to your siblings? You never thought of you or papa might die one day? WHAT If they not gonna return it? The Sepang's house is still under your brother's name? When to strike it, when to replace it???

Don't simply voice to others that your "lou gong hou yau loi" !! It consists blood, and you this wicked woman asking for more and more! He wants to do what is his business ! Don't simply ask him to take out some cash just to borrow your all brothers. Just I don't believe and trust your brothers and don't trust you too.

I know that even me n bratha sleeping on the street without food, you are still caring your brothers too, and even your nephews. You yourself borrow money to them is none-of-our business, don't dare to involve us~!

You think people are only show respectation by just calling "uncles and aunties"? "Good morning or Good afternoon?" Sorry, I don't practise this at all. Please show your respectation during you are actioning. It is just hatious. Show your respectation to "we" too.. and yourself, it is just disgracing.

what if someone calls me : "jie jie! ! Good morning" afterthat, does it means he/she can simply open up my fridge to eat my ice-cream? Golek over my bed? switch On my computer which is too personal to me? play my piano with your dirty,smelly,wet fingers? It is not what I practise Sorry!

I know you are regreting just because I know a lot...

I think I am not having many fails though**

sorry for being so outdate.. quite a bit of sorrow when i saw my status besides there.. (Avoid to see it).

Yesterday I dreamt a lot of mice and rats around my here. They are gathered, all grey in colour. One of it hanging itself on the stick that I use to hang my clothes last time. All so cohesive, they are like waiting for something. Then.

I dreamt my house's window has opened not very wide, when I aware of it, i quickly close it. So prompt. Haha.. that's lucky, they unable to go in ..

I jus dreamt a lot of them gathering, just like having their party, going elsewhere, anywhere through the drain. But, I don't think they are dirty, they are quite clean. I dreamt then, I ride on a car, may be I am driving or not? But I remember the car moved, but, only me myself in the car, and I sitting on the driver sit. Just assume that I drive. I drive very fast, ..

All rats chasing over my car, I kept running though.. with my car .. tHEY ARE chasing.. many of them..

OK, I think the dream ends here, I continue to dream another person, I think I already long time no meet. He is my brother's "kai jie fu". Still remember he is an insurance agent. Ok, I have no point why I dream it. ... .. .. .. Saw many people around there, my mother ask me to call someone..

I saw the insurance agent with a "dou san " hairstyle sitting on a big chair. I am ordered to call him "Mr. CEO"..

o.o

WEIRD..

when I came to explain about the rats thing..

It has implication of:

Dreaming many rats at once or around you meaning you could face a lot+many times of failures. And, you should prepare to face it though...

However, I think I'm not.

Lets continue it during my breaktime. Having class now..

Happy blogging and assignmenting.

The Next Hope of Malaysia. TSUNAMI

HEy,hEy~ It is still under a hope versus hopeless situation. Will it be a next hope? Hopeless.. muahahaha..

This morning I woke up, Just like seeing a bright charming sun light that is warming the entire environment. What am I feeling now ? Muahaha, quite exciting actually, and watching all medias non-sleep jus to get the most updated results. Crazy huh? NOnoNono, this means I am caring Malaysia ok.. I still love Malaysia.

All the oppositions get flying colour results (can be said) in all places, But.. unbelievable thing will be the MCA and MIC really got into trouble. I think this is what the people want them to be.

I don't get any surprise neither shock. This result is all under my prediction and expectation too. I am now feeling there is a confident of the people and proud that people made a huge change. 2/3?? So What?? nah~ At least BN still can rule several of it lar..

Penang oppose the most. That is what people and how people that ONE can together and take objection and say TAK-NAK!! to all. As same as KL and selangor, Perak, and Kelantan and Kedah. Don't think shameful on this? Can you still be a government that people desire and demand?

At least, I am proud the people of the nation are brilliant enough and wisely think with their brain. So? What fault you went advertised and keep on publishing for all the newspapers and media and bla bla. People really get annoyed of that. Do you still think people will get impressed by you spending OUR MONEY to advertise your BN's advertisement? First felt that, is it necessaary to advertise? U think our people all idiot kah? You can do things, no do things, we got eyes to obeserve and we got brain to think. Now so what?

If I'm the one who padan muka to advertise all their contributions and tell lie to public that actually our country is dong very well in GDP and what sort, I'll be so shameful to all people, and feel sorry and guilty for the nation.

This is the time for you to regret, to realise and wake up, and deserve whatever people want you to be. You still got hope, just wait. All issues that came out currently will definitely bring you down. BRAVO- to penang, the opposition is just too strong, as well as other states too..

what do you say then.. Oh, what you did that sent astraunots for space-travelling, increase everything that include out daily goods, and unfair distribution according wealth, races and gender and status... Do people still sokong for it ?? Or " people don't appreciate that you contributed."

Come one, we just want leaders that can lead the people, lead the country, not puppet politicians that think the public is idiot enough to do what you speak.. You are not ruling, you are just playing fool with us, and all enough. We need a change, a huge change. Change your mind, power our rights to defend. This is what people-can-decide world. We are boss..

It think there will be a critical situation after this too. First thing is pull down the Lingam, go to Zakaria house, and ask all of them vomit our money that they eat.

Just hao hao fan xing.. It is time for you to change, in terms of administration, in terms of development, in terms of the change of country...... Nevermind, giving some faith now.

Malaysia Kini

Your lovely McDonald ~~~

This is an experiment clips that done by a guy (mat dong dong), to show you some secrets about the french fries in McD that Kids, and all ranges of human love it. Me also lar...

So? what happened to that fries?? WATCH IT ~~~~ hehehe, see you dare to eat or not after watching this....




Oh no, how come those Fries can able to tahan till 10 weeks? Not even Decomposition? How come ??~~ HOW COME??~~!!

Are there any chemical that able to make those fries become so tahanable, and because of that strong tahan, maybe they might REsell it or refried it to the customers
However, everytime when I hanging out at McD, they will fry the fries infront of customers, you can see it clear.

Are those fries made by plastic?? Maybe it mix together with it, that's why, 10 weeks, the shape is still there.

At least, not every product is the same, and at least, the burgers spoilt after even 1 week. But, what happened to that Fries???

Norwonder, every single meal or set of the McD comes together with fries and carbohidrate drink... LER..

conclusion. That is why people always say that eating fries will cause weighty body. Of course lar, after eating those McD fries into your stomach, and can't digest. Imagine that, it maybe can tahan 2 months inside your stomach and cause constipation. OMG, suffer ~~


So? after this, we go Mcd har? then eat lot lot fries... yum~yum..

Teach you english here..

I'm here to tell you about a "English Lesson" by Jolin Tsai, yes, she is the Taiwanese star, that recently succeeded in her concert, and she is releasing her new album soon. If you have not forgotten, she came out some English books, which is not that type of story telling or personal story written in English, it is "Jolin Tsai English Teaching Diary" something.

I read it once somewhere else at book store, when I heard she came out an "English learning book". Well, for me, for an artis, seldom heard that they will come out an education material to the public. So, curiousity killed me. I still wanna have a look with it.

It really got me a shock for that. When I reading it, it is same like reading primary english or nursery class english, =.="" And another thing is, WEIRD ~~ yeah, it is really weird during reading the "diary" she written there.. All I expressed was "HAR??!!" "Like this Also can??"

Well, those English are really Like non-profession, and not worth to learn, and it is sOo American style, And unarrangable. Other than reading the english part, it translates the english to chinese for the readers to understand those meanings. And highlighted some relevant words, like, what is "cosmetic"?.. bla..bla..bla... I was again.. "HAR??!!" "Like this also can ah??!!"

In the mean while, I do not know what kind of audience she targetted?Who will read her book?? Maybe just primary class students. However, it is impossible the readers are majority ADULTS??!!~~ I think all the while Jolin came out this, just to grab her fans to read it, maybe her fans would not.

When I heard she came out "English learning" lesson books, I really thought her english will be super duper fantastic, and it is worthable to buy the diary book, as I wanna learn it cause my english will just ma ma dei. And I thought, the little book might be usefull to me. I did not say, the english she uses is POOR, I just can say, when I was reading it, all I thinked was "WEIRD~~WEIRD~~WEIRD!!" maybe it is the Taiwanese slang. You know in Malaysia you will use Manglish, which is equivalent to other nation's like Taiwan English, will be "Taiglish"

Read her diary here... with chinese ~~~

Listen to her CD to learn English, well I think it is WEIRD~~~

Well, if Jolin capable to come out an English book like this, with using simple passage of diary and teach you what kind of vocab she used to write in her diary, I think Spookygrace, yeah that's me, and many others simply-used-english-people Also able to Simply come out such book or diary passage and teach English.

Let me teach you English here, come out an "ENGLISH LESSON" material???, erm... maybe I will think of it. *blek

Trans-(a)-la-tion here..

Engrish is not difficult

Father called "far- der"

Mother called "mar-der"

Brother called "bu-la-der"

Sister called "Sis-tle"

Ghost called "GhO--ssseee"

Mouse called "mau-- ssseee"

Juice called "zhu-sseee"

Cheese called "qi--ssee"

Face called "Fei- ssee"

Please called "pe-li-ssee"

Scold people called "you-bus-tat"

Is my English level "veli- nai-ssee" ??

See? I can come out a book and teach English just like that, my English is soO one-the-fool ~~ Right????

why love is blind?

Already long time ago that spookygal did not and has not felt sad but not for today. Currently listen to 我会好好过:李玖哲..> special thank to that "person" who influenced me to listen to this song AGAIN and let me fall SAD again!.. I thought i will forget it because it took years and years to lose this MEMORY! nah!!!grrr!! DON'T THINK!..

Anyone can answer my question? "why love is blind?"...

I think the best answer that I can accept is only....> THIS PASSAGE OF STORY!..

LOVE IS BLIND!WHY?

A long time ago, before the world was created and humans set foot on it forthe first time, virtues and vices wandered bored, not knowing what to do.

One day, they were all gathered and bored more than even when Ingenius hadan idea:

"Why don't we play hide and seek?" And all of them liked the idea,and immediately the mad

Madness shouted:"I want to count, I want to count" and since no one else was crazy to seek for Madness, Madness leaned on a treeand started to count, 1, 2, 3..
And as Madness counted, the vices and virtues went hiding.

Tenderness hung on the horn of the moon;Treason in a pile of garbage;
Fondness curled up between the clouds;Lie said he would hide under a stone but he lied and hid at the bottom of the lake;
Passion went to the center of the earth;Avarice entered a sack that he ended up breaking....
And Madness continued to count, 79,80, 81,82.

All the vices and virtues were already hidden by then,except for Love, whom as undecided as he is, did not know where to hide.And this should no tsurprise us because we all know how difficult it is to hide Love.

And Madness was already at 95, 96,97.
and just at themoment when she arrived at hundred,Love jumped into a rosebush and there he hid out.

And Madness shouted "I'mcoming! I'm coming!" and as she turned,the first one she saw wasLaziness,thrown to her feet because he didn't have any energy to hide. Then she saw Tenderness in the horn of the Moon,and Lie at the bottom of the lake, and Passion in the center of the earth...

Discovering them one by one, finding all of thembut one.

Madness was getting desperate, unable to find the last missing one, until Envy,envious for not having been discovered, whispered to Madness:

"You are lacking Love, and he is hiding in the rosebush."

And Madness took a wooden pitchfork, and stabbed at the rosebush, and stabbed and stabbed, till a heartbreaking shout made her stop.
And, after the shout, Love came out covering his face with his hands,and from between his fingers run two threads of blood, out of his eyes.Madness anxious to find Love had took out Love's eyes with thepitchfork.

"What have I done?, what have I done?" - she shouted. I have left you blind! How can I repair it?

And Love answered, you can't restore my eyes.But if you want to do something for me, you could be my guide.

From that day on, Love is blind and is always accompanied by Madness

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BEST "LOVE STORY" EVER!!!!!!

http://www.ittc.ku.edu/~krsna/blind_love.htm

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强盗通常只在晚上作案，医生却全天候抢钱；
强盗风里来雨里去四处流窜，医生冬天暖夏天凉环境优雅；
你把钱交给强盗是为了活命，你为了活命而把钱交给医生；
强盗只能抢光你身上的财富，医生却能抢光你一生的积蓄；
强盗只会逼你掏钱，医生却能逼你借债；
你碰上强盗作案可以破财消灾，你碰上医生抢钱却得倾家荡产；
强盗作案时胆战心惊小心翼翼，医生抢钱时理直气壮无所顾忌；
强盗还怕你人多势众，医生连警察也照抢不误；
你被强盗抢了可以报警，你被医生抢了只能认命；
强盗作案时把自己打扮成魔鬼，医生抢钱时把自己伪装成天使；
强盗抢光你的钱他逃跑，医生抢光你的钱你滚蛋；
强盗钱抢多了叫数额巨大得枪毙，医生钱抢多了称贡献突出受表彰；
你把强盗杀了叫正当防卫，你把医生宰了叫违法犯罪；
医生一辈子也许不会被强盗抢，强盗一生中肯定会被医生抢；
医生上辈子肯定是强盗，强盗下辈子一定想当医生。

source from:<http://changyang1230.blogspot.com/>

i miss you! how much? infinite!

a girl listen to fort minor's where'd you go, again and again, another again, and following again, uncounted how many times of again. she really miss someone!

she let her mind back to before, around 8 years before. And she miss someone, deeply, and can't forget about it. she lost her ways, did not know where she was standing at that time. And she cried. very loud in her heart. that showed she was hurt, but, how about now?

she thought: "everyone has their dream", this girl has too, dream on her future. How gonna be?
and "one thing". that everyday. she keep telling herself before sleep: " am i gona die tomorrow?" .. "what is dead actually"..> BAH! she thinks too much! she is really a negative thinker, yes yes, she is! .. she has her dream too, she hopes to study overseas in UK london, get her master in music performance. Go round the world one day, and change the world in one day, YES, jus take her one day! can ah?

but, how old is the earth, gap, with her age? " THE EARTH DIE FIRST, OR SHE DIES FIRST?".. can she change the world? .. this is part of her dream too..! she keep doing her work very hard, non-stop, everyday, busy, for every hour, and when she is lying on her bed, she jus hope to go to her dream as fast as possible and fall asleep faster. JUS TO FORGET about THE person that she is really missing!

as time goes by, she continues her life without thinking! for 8 years...> that's total suffer.! because she still thinking, it comes to her mind everynight that almost make her cries. She keeps asking: "where had you gone?" isn't far from her, how long is the distance?, do you now jus nearby my side? where are you?.." she totally lost!...

as mentioned in the lyric: "where'd you go, i miss you so, please come back home!".. forget about your dream, back to home sweet home!"

because of you, she never try to step more further from where she is standing.
because of you, she can't see any future in her life because she has no more!
because of you, she afraid that she might fall down again!
because of you, she was crying when you were enjoying!
because of you, she never believe of anyone else.
because of you, she was so scare of the feeling pain in her heart.

she gonna be confindent but where to find the strenght back, that you had stolen before way from her.!

she is still mingling, cos she misses you!

the author of the story: " spookygrace the baroque witch-leo pei pei"

a story about d lian n beng family.+murder case!.

haha,,this is something boring hapen during the boring weekend..

really boring one wor..

spookygal has nothing to do...so..>show her feet.!!

therefore..spookygal oso created a story line aboout s lian and beng family murder+the CUNNING LEO..>this is because LEO wants to be the ruler of the kampung and dowan to let the cat(AH BENG) to be the ruler lor!!!

let me show ya the characters first..>

this is AH LIAN MUI (a cat)..

this is AH BENG KOR (a cat)..he is the ruler of the kampung that make LEO jealous of him..

this is their servant LEO (lion)....and he becomes the servant of the lian n beng family first b4 his goal got achieve!

lian and beng is the lovely couple that they served by LEO..>they live hapily together ..so sweet../..,, however one day..

one day, LEO the servant come and tell AH LIAN MUI.."eh..u know AH BENG has affair or some very 9394 relationship with AH HUA (neighbour)..I saw them yiyiyapyap everyday u know!"

AH LIAN MUI of course very angry..> she is so angry+go mad and terus "side kick+one leg kick" AH BENG untill die!!!

AH LIAN MUI of course very "gan jiong" lar..> she asks LEO to help her..>LEO plans out that they should bury AH BENG'S body..>but where???..>

they carry it..>untill

untill they find the tilam..yeah they should bury it under the tilam.

YAM GONG.. this is how AH BENG burried by the 2..>

LEO lastly rule the kampung!