the horrifying .. this thursday...

yup, the exam..very sooon..

I am now damn nervous for that overall thingy. Keep on practise and train myself in that stupid sight reading mailto:..@#$%!!! viewed back my last grade and look at those comments... not so good..
even that's not-so-good, in the last grade... and now, I have to be the survivor! ggrrr!!..

St. guan yin maria ah ma, allah, jesus! all come out (don't have a particular believing person) , @#$%^& .... boost my confidence ok! I dowan to die in that Yamaha piano!!! namo..namo....pass pass pass..pass..pass....pass...

still very dam sam ... nervous, freakin, I want to CRY! .. tat's my birthday, Why I have to suffer... having freaking exam on my birthday....sob sob

Don't know whether that day got luck O not.. I want a more easy job in sight reading and aural test.. ! That day is my birthday, good luck??!! hope to get a a bit cincai examiner, please lar, already grade 8, last stage already.... close one eye lar...kekeke!

You dream ler... that ABRSM, getting more and more difficult already, the standard is much more higher than 10 years ago, even my mom's friend's daughter was sitting for grade 4 also can fail... sigh.. that's really high standard... I thought that time was only above grade 6 candidates will face difficulties... sigh again...

Confidence...confidence.....confidence....

have to show some lansee face then....