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Monday, April 30, 2007

i miss you! how much? infinite!

a girl listen to fort minor's where'd you go, again and again, another again, and following again, uncounted how many times of again. she really miss someone!

she let her mind back to before, around 8 years before. And she miss someone, deeply, and can't forget about it. she lost her ways, did not know where she was standing at that time. And she cried. very loud in her heart. that showed she was hurt, but, how about now?

she thought: "everyone has their dream", this girl has too, dream on her future. How gonna be?
and "one thing". that everyday. she keep telling herself before sleep: " am i gona die tomorrow?" .. "what is dead actually"..> BAH! she thinks too much! she is really a negative thinker, yes yes, she is! .. she has her dream too, she hopes to study overseas in UK london, get her master in music performance. Go round the world one day, and change the world in one day, YES, jus take her one day! can ah?

but, how old is the earth, gap, with her age? " THE EARTH DIE FIRST, OR SHE DIES FIRST?".. can she change the world? .. this is part of her dream too..! she keep doing her work very hard, non-stop, everyday, busy, for every hour, and when she is lying on her bed, she jus hope to go to her dream as fast as possible and fall asleep faster. JUS TO FORGET about THE person that she is really missing!

as time goes by, she continues her life without thinking! for 8 years...> that's total suffer.! because she still thinking, it comes to her mind everynight that almost make her cries. She keeps asking: "where had you gone?" isn't far from her, how long is the distance?, do you now jus nearby my side? where are you?.." she totally lost!...

as mentioned in the lyric: "where'd you go, i miss you so, please come back home!".. forget about your dream, back to home sweet home!"

because of you, she never try to step more further from where she is standing.
because of you, she can't see any future in her life because she has no more!
because of you, she afraid that she might fall down again!
because of you, she was crying when you were enjoying!
because of you, she never believe of anyone else.
because of you, she was so scare of the feeling pain in her heart.

she gonna be confindent but where to find the strenght back, that you had stolen before way from her.!

she is still mingling, cos she misses you!

the author of the story: " spookygrace the baroque witch-leo pei pei"

FINALE FANTASY! great theme!

this final fantasy theme is super great great great!!!!
okok! dedicate it to mr. victor sam, he is busying on those notes i think!
put effort lar.. victor..heehee

sigh! haizzz! this always let me think back that voon hoe (spookybratha) use to "guo guan" for the final fantasy PS game!!!

this theme is really great.. ! today's great choice!

(but i wonder, why all time, guys so fantastic in piano really look "ah beng" ly! kakakakkaak!!!

Piano Man

Sunday, April 29, 2007

pig de dream dream dream!

its the sunday morning!

listening to "DONT WANA MISS A THING"

situation now of the Spookygal!

she jus woke up, hasnot brush her teeth yet. still struggling for her IBE assignment, tomorrow its the deadline. Her spookybratha jus came back yesterday from monfort, but he go back to school afterward, HURRAY!

am i mean?? no! i am not!

everytime he comes home will give me a heartattack. BECAUSE, he will conquered the tele line, for his own use (play RO). AND thank to him, my blood pressure keep on increasing. MESs up the toilet and the kitchen. and makes papa mama bring him to makan.. HE says in school there like jail, "mou tak hou sek"....!!!!

waiting waiting waiting.....

but still lucky, tomorrow jus have one class, gau dim assignment then holidays 2 days! HURRAY! again..

and yes yes!!! ... still having tag!!! OMG... really no mood!!! sigh!

jus typed out my intro for OM and cover page.. !!!

yes,,, go brush teeth now! tata!

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

SPOOkygal Goin to be crazy jor..!!!

on saturday!!!!!
we have to come for a talk..from 2 to 6....
cry cry cry

so sad!!!!...wonder who are these 2?? and rabit..kekekeke

afta the "talking hour"

oh my God!!! can i called out you god!! yes yes the rabbit gal asked me jus now: " eh.. u no update blog hor.." YES.. heaven yet... and i remember i owe you one tag. andi plomise lar.. ur tag at last must be high quality one OK..!!
yes yes ! have u guys link the super mario guy and watch him how he plays the mario theme.. it is super crazy..
besides of handling school asignmets.. the spookygal also have to start to practise her piano really often jor.. heeheeheee Roll

lets look how the marioi guy plays here..since some of my friends complaint it that he cant see it...
victor nah!!! now u see it ..can see jor mou!!! don bother your final fantasy piece lar...that's sucks..! this guy made me first time implement... online piano teaching!!! kakakaka

look how crazy he is!!! canot jor.. i oso want to be like him!!!

this is how the day begins.!

collection of..

"pisses, skale, sigh reading, oral test"... !! heehehehehe..tat's what i called them!!

nice ? my piano? but it is really different than the yamaha in Xm !!! that kills my nerves!! Oh shit!! x m is comin '' comin'' comin ''.......... assignments deadline oso..comin'' comin''..english presentation this thursday..!!! herrrrrrrheeeeerrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!
Nervous Teary
but.. i ended up the piano practise by camwhore!!!

see so many things to do ! untill my wrinkles also come out..!( see my forehead)

show ya ma feet,...hahaha!!

my feet also can play piano wan..u know!!! kakakka!!

the " pisses that i have to play!! "..its pieces loar...OKok!

this is PIECES la


after this...!!! kakaka



THIS is scales n arpeggios!...tsk tsk tsk.. i don like this..
it will make your fingers bengkak!
this is sight reading
this is aural test.. and i normally cant answer it correctly..

at the end!!









sleep ler...!!