Friday, February 29, 2008
Sunday, February 24, 2008
as what we say..
Sometimes reallly dont know people think what. If you are poor just admit it that you are poor (like me). Pretending to be a rich guy is stupid silly and really idiot.
However, sometimes, things can be unexpected. Get pregnant before marriage is very common in today's society. It is a trend too. What to do, people now are so busy, stressed.. with all that facts, anything could be happened today's life.
Here is the case of 25 year old guy with a 19 year old girl, getting married because of their going-to-born baby. No money, but have to get married soon. As in common, the girl needs a price of merely RM6000, and the guy cut it to RM3800. Just because he has run out of cash, he somemore demand for pay it in installment. ?????? O.O can meh?
Addition of some rental payment, working only merely one thousand a month, the girl without any jobs currently and somemore pregnant. Could it be more dificult and difficult. ??
Parents can effort to pay just because his parent divorced and both of them selfish, sometimes his dad will not, his mother will just a witch+bitchy. His mother even tried to seperate the couple (his son) by telling bukan-bukan to his son's girlfriend, please don't forget that his girlfriend only 19 year old and can't able to face pressure and not even able to criticise her own thinking.
If you no money, better control yourself by not doing anything wrong that will cause a Marriage conclucion. Please propose if you are really rich,and girls, please find a rich guy. There is no such thing like what your parents tell you, "Oh, your boyfren no money nevermind, most important is he will go and find."
For me, the most important thing is he has the money and effort to share it with you, although both are working. There is no such thing of no-money-nevermind. How you so sure that he might 100% go and work for money, if he works without money??? And you are not sharing the money? How you gonna survive with that? You don't tell me that, give birth to children+pampers+susu+baby stuff, paid by the girl ok..Don't be silly that i gonna survive the kids (that the guy oso have to reponsible) by my own..
Jus brought out the view by my parents jus now, what I thinked was, why getting married so mafan. Not only the price, but also all those ritual (chinese) have to be done.
So, I not greedy at all one ok..My future marriage price that i will demand from the guy will be.. RM189000. Agree??? I'm not greedy ok, and I'm not selling myself..lor..
No need ah? My father pay for my tuition and UEL fees, also don how much, then somemore, i went in Hospital once, also dono how much already. My dad also pay a lot in all my study's fees from kindergarten till now, also dono how much already. My mom every week also buy bird nest (yen wor) for me to eat, till I look so beautiful. RM189000 already very cheap lor..
so, no money, better don't marry...
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
No matter how harsh the life can be, sometimes, it still be. I think I have recovered well after all things, but just have to appoint for check ups. No choice that I am still a sick people till now. Ok, it doesn't state out at my forehead "refer sick people>Leo Pei Pei".
I NOT SICK. Don't treat me and look at me like, "I just back from the space.. tell me what happened in the space.. Cause I was lucky enough to get into space and adventure the galaxy and even asked me did you see any aliens?? ." What I wanna tell you will be : "Oh, my space trip was fantastic, and I have well experience, you want to experience it also ah?"
I am very thankfull to all that cared me when I was in hospitalised, and gave me a lot of advices and opinions during the entire journey of operation such as , pain O not har? How wan har? How will I fall asleep har? Still remember what my cousin sis asked me what I feel for it before the operation. Want me to tell you : "Oh, I am too excited for it, cause I am so lucky lar, kena lottery oso damn not that lucky." She added: "Don't you sked?" Me: "Sked your head ler, who says I sked."
Admit it, I am kiasu kind of people, want me to cry and act pity infront of you will NO WAY, just trying to pretend it all the time. Cause I don't want anyone feels hurt because of me. But sometimes, it was still not under my control. "I cry, people follow cry, dono cry what, but still cry for the luck that I got."
I will not forget that looking at my father crying when he was eating roti canai on that day. I found an excuse that I wanted to go to the toilet. When I was walking out from it, saw his face full of tears and he kept on wiping it with his handkerchief while drinking the kopi tarek. Can you imagine that an old ah pek uncle crying just like thier kids bully and abuse them when they are in their old age. How can I sustained to see that, turn around, my turn to cry. Still remember it was the TKM presentation day on Saturday Morning. He also kiasu kind of feller, he acted and pretended nothing when he saw me came out from the toilet.
And my mom dono had cried dono how many nights for that, I did not know that till my aunt told me and my cousin sis leak the secret out that my mom too worried of it even the doctor keeps saying :"Nothing one lar...."
I do not know why god will let them cry it because of me, but not let me cry it because of them. They deserve it to be sad??. I am willing to be the sad one not them. And my brother did not know that untill the day before the operation, he acted nothing and too strong for anything.. "Operation ma Operation lar.." but he shocked of that..
what are all these my beginning of my punishment before I go to hell....
It was just a harsh journey till what I thinked why I deserved an-one-knife-cut into my stomach. I really did learn a lot all the while, still remember my relatives visit me, maybe just came and kepoh..
Can you imagine that when they came to a visit into my room, was just like having a party and they kept holding the TV control to watch astro?. Or, they just came into my room, ''oh, your bed number is 311* ah?" (you know ler), or they will keep on asking my mom.. "She still can get pregnant or not one har?" or "Her period still can come ah??"
Of coures we all very angry with that, if there is a risk that I not getting pregnant after the operation, will I still considering of cutting the cyst out? "I CAN PREGNANT" don't treat me like a freak..
Now I really know how people see you in different ways when they know something different on you. And I will try my best to change my life, just because i have just suey once.
You will know how I got infected and how it will look like and act.. "OH..LIKE THIS.."
See pictures at your own risk (might be very geli), roll down...(these are what inside my stomach)
this is the normal ovary (egg) and tube in the left hand side.
this is the cut-off ovary that infected and the cyst grew inside the ovary, that is why the entire right hand side have to be cut out. it is 12 cm diameter and it is just like a ball. Equivalent to a five months baby. Norwonder the doctor says "20 weeks baby oh...." =.=""
Other than that, the doctor also offered a package of, "Get another cut for free.." In order that I can able to jump freely after I eat. This is my appendix, the doctor recommended, "cut you appendix out also lar, no function one.." .." good..good.."
This is my nga-nga-cheong...
After the cut, the pain was like.. >.<"
But now, I can jump very well... My dad even drive me to the park and let me have a jog just yesterday at Bukit Jalil Park.
Thursday, February 14, 2008
hey hey everyone. Wishing you all having a fantastic night today. Days Days passed and today is the 8th of CNY, what should I say.. "Yer, so fast one~~!!" And school opened already almost a week. Hate it, that comes to my mind, assignments.
My class has changed, addition from the Malacca and KLs branches students just because there is lack of facilities in third year sources to those in these branches. Another internal group in class formed. Hope it won't be as messy as last sem one. Hope there won't be any politic issues confront lorr..~
Lecturers are quite standard in third year, and they are not I think that So Bad Lar lecturers. Hoping stamford should increase their lecturer's in terms of well-mannered-attitude, and the ability to cope with students. "don't ever think that you are lecturer then you very big."+P
Today we are so exiting about who gonna teach us in our finance module. Rabbit was keep on repeating his name, in the sense, ok lar, can use the lecturer name to scold people somemore.
The lecturer name is SOHAIL AHMED.. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahaa!!~~~
can you imagine that the lecturer first first introduce himself.. " hey guys, my name is SOHAI~!
Of course, he did not say it, if not I;;ll laugh like hell.. hahahahahahahaha
another thing..> Yer, my ang pao money really little leh.. !" ~" samo this year my mom didn't give me any angpao(cash). She said I already spend a lot in my operation.. = =~ You think I wanted to spend it on my surgery one ah???!!~~
And ++ MY Gambling luck also damn bad. Already lose Dono RM30 . sien~~ >.<